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sianx...the feeling is here again...it's the kind of feeling whereby u noe u can do beta but yet u din...disappointing pple n urself n therefore letting go of chances...i M interested in IT and i noe i can do it...but i juz dunno y these few times under observation, i seem to have done everythin wrong n i juz had to do it in her presence...n it's like the more i dun wan things to go wrong, the more it goes wrong...ARGH!! i have performed before n i WILL perform again!!! JIA YOU!
if it is Your will, let me do it...