sadx...

i juz quarelled w/ dear dear...like a big fight...never like this before...a mix of emotions...so scared...so irritated...n so sorry... i juz wanna wallow up in a hole n cry...trying to control cos pet pet in room oso...but there's a limit to how much one can control too....n i crossed mine...

i just want things back e way it was last time...e way he hold me in his arms n assured me tt things r gonna be ok...n tt he got it all covered...

missing u...so so much...